Being Psychic

I work as a computer tech by day and a psychic by night. This is a very odd combination since one is left brain oriented and the other is right. 

Most of my friends are not aware of my night job. My logical sense keeps me from scaring them away. I dont speak about it to anyone at work, and I keep my intuitive ideas and thoughts to myself no matter how much I want to blurt out the solution to their problem. 

How did I get into readings? Well its a long and short story, but heartache drove me to call a reader who not only helped mend my broken heart, but urged me to see my true potential. You cant run from destiny, it has a way of finding you regardless of how much you stray from the path. 

When I go into work and fix a computer there is no excitement with the result, but when I help someone I cant help but feel so ecstatic and happy with life afterwards. Its made me realize that your career should always make you feel good about who you are and what youve done and there is no better feeling than that. 

I still have my day job for now, and until I can manifest enough money to leave my day job comfortably I will not be completely switching careers but will accept donations LOL

Manifesting what you want - YOU CAN!

I recently started thinking I could manifest the money I wanted. I had debt and it was approx $20 000.
I decided on top of my regular income I would start making some random casino visits. I would picture my credit line being 14,000 instead of $15,000 and I would win $1000. I started picturing different amounts and then receiving them. I was actually able to pay off 15,000 in 2 months with this method and have a surplus of money in my bank account.
It wasnt long until the fear sank in. I started worrying I was going to lose it, and I had so much anxiety. I should have known better then to go back while I was full of this feeling because I lost it all + more in a matter of weeks.

Since then I have unplugged and decided to reformat the way I feel about money. I realize that as long as I believe I dont deserve to have it, I wont.

I think a lot of us have limitations on the amount of money we can have. Maybe it came from things we overheard from our parents when we were little, or things our friends and teachers have taught us over the years. I just am not sure what is causing this block that I have causing me to doubt that I can be rich and happy at the same time.

On an interesting note, I did find some really cool astrology program called lucky days Luckydays.tv that is completely free to try, and $60 or so to buy. I tried it and at first and I was very impressed how the lucky days in July matched some of my bigger wins & then I bought it. Its not only good for lucky days but also great for astrological aspects in your own natal chart. Going forward, I am too nervous to go back to the casino, but I have noticed the lucky days I have are full of optimism and happy excited feelings. Perhaps thats where the true power is to manifest winning and lottery. Maybe the potential power is when you feel so ecstatic and happy from within.